Have you ever felt something so hot, it was cold?

For the past few days I've lived without my laptop. It wasn't until now that I realized how dependent I was on it. Without it I pretty much feel alone. Not because it was my electronic best friend, but because it was my gateway to the internet. Which is where i conversed with so many people, on myspace, facebook, and stickam. It even kept me entertained with videos from youtube, and gossip from stickydrama and perez. And now the latest craze, Twitter. Since my cell phone service doesn't offer a way to update my twitter through texts like every other cell phone service does, through my laptop was the only way I could update it. Until the geed squad at BestBuy say it's all fixed and good as new I'll occasionally, but not frequently, check updates on my step dad's desktop. It'll probably be like once every one or two days.

Since I don't have my laptop, I sort of got back in touch with reality and myself outside the internet world. I even started waking up in the mornings instead of the early afternoons. Today I went out for a jog, which actually turned out to be a walk/jog/walk/sprint/walk. It felt great. I also listened to my zune, which I don't seem to use too much. Then I took a shower in which I thought a lot. I actually thought this whole blog in the shower. Of course it sounded better in the shower, it usually always sounds better before it's typed up.

And about the title; when I turned on the shower the water was so hot, it was cold. For some reason it stuck in my mind. And now I think I'll twitter it before I get offline.